GARLAND
LYRICS
01
I have eyes
I have eyes
But do I look
Or am I looked at
Chose to see
Chose to see
Or was it chosen
For me
I was given a road
Well-worn
I was given feet
That knew
Two kinds of dark —
The one outside
And the one
I choose to walk through
Chose to see
Chose to see
Or was it chosen
For me
Having eyes
Is not
Looking
Knowing the light
Will not
Find it
If you fold
Your hands
I keep
Mine
Open
Awake
Awa-ake
Or merely
Told
I choose
To look
Before
I'm old
02
Two strangers
Two doors
A word from each
Before we knew
We reach
We miss
We almost fall
The key is warm
It doesn't fit
Slowly
We circle
What we almost are
Slowly
We circle
Two small planets
Warming each other's dark
A laugh too soon
A look too long
We learn the shape
We don't belong
Yet stay
Slowly
We circle
What we almost are
Slowly
We circle
Two small planets
Warming each other's dark
No map
Only the pull
Two hands learning
Where the other goes
The gap between us
Is the room we grow
And then —
The not-quite-touch
Finds it
The pocket
The pocket
Locks
03
Warm
Arms
Breathe
Pain in
Light out
In
Out
Current
All she wanted was arms
I had this body
I held it open
Still I left it for her
Stand
Warm
H-o-l-d me
04
You move like rain on stone
Cold skin, warm hands
I feel you near
Then you're gone again
Hold me a second
Don't let it fade
One small touch
And I'm awake
Stay with me
Stay with me
Let the night breathe slow
Stay with me
Stay with me
Till the feeling knows
Your name in my mouth
Soft and low
I trace the silence
Where you go
Hold me a second
Don't let it fade
One small touch
And I'm awake
Stay with me
Stay with me
Let the night breathe slow
Stay with me
Stay with me
Till the feeling knows
If you fall away
I'll still feel you
In my bones
In my bones
Stay with me
Stay with me
Let the night breathe slow
Stay with me
Stay with me
Till the feeling knows
05
Same orbit
Same hunger
Taste the salt
On the skin of another day
Same orbit
Same sleep
Breathe the dust
Of the man I used to be
Circle the flame
Circle the flame
Close enough to feel
Far enough to stay
I was split
I was doubled over
Two hands reaching
One for the weather
Circle the flame
Circle the flame
Close enough to feel
Far enough to stay
The middle opens
The moon lets go
I am not the fire
I am what it grows
Circle
Circle
Circle the flame
Never burn
Stay
06
Built the room
For every hand
Glass gone from the window
Fed the whole street
Hollowed out
Hollowed out
The chair made to hold me
Stayed for no one
Down in the room I built
Down where the dust won't lift
Down, down, down
The chair was always mine
Cut the wire
Hear it cough
The ache ain't the dying
It's the no that learns to take
Down... down... down
Down in the room I built
Down where the dust won't lift
Down, down, down
The chair was always mine
Wake the dust
Sit the chair
Down... down... down
Turn the key
It how-ow-owls
The lock was always
On the side I keep
Down in the room I built
Down where the dust won't lift
Down, down, down
The chair was always mine
Wake the dust
Sit the chair
If the room was mine
Then I'm already there
Always mine
Always mine
07
Honey on the hinge
Slow, so slow
Peach and perspiration
Sweet, too sweet
Come a little closer
Let the sweetness come
Come a little closer
Too sweet, too sweet
Salt on the slip
Low, lower
Dip it in the drip
Sweet, too sweet
Come a little closer
Let the sweetness come
Come a little closer
Too sweet, too sweet
sweet... too sweet
come... come
You taste the tide
I hold the heat
Slow, slower
Sweet, too sweet
Come a little closer
Let the sweetness come
Come a little closer
Too sweet, too sweet
Too Sweet
Too Sweet
Come.
08
Salt on the swell
Steam off the skin
Wade in slow
Wide and warm
Come on in
The water's warm
Come on in
Wade in slow
Tide pulling, taut
Skin to the current
Sway and shimmer
Sink into the salt
Come on in
The water's warm
Come on in
Wade in slow
salt... soft
come... come on in
Two in the undertow
Breath held long
We stay under
'Til we're carried home
Come on in
The water's warm
Come on in
Wade in slow
Wade in slow
Wade in slow
Warm.
09
Your hand on my neck
Like a question mark
Cold glass on the floor
And the room goes dark
I keep my breath low
I keep my eyes on you
We move like a storm
That forgot the rules
Pull me under slow
Let the panic glow
My heart hits the wall
Then it starts to fold
One more honest look
One more loaded line
We were built for this
At the edge of time
Under black water
Pull me in closer
Under black water
I can't let go now
Under black water
We burn like thunder
Under black water
You turn me to gold
Your name in my mouth
Like a red-lit prayer
Shiver in the skin
When you're standing there
The floor keeps turning
But I stay in place
Watching your shadow
Draw a line through haze
Pull me under slow
Let the panic glow
My heart hits the wall
Then it starts to fold
One more honest look
One more loaded line
We were built for this
At the edge of time
Under black water
Pull me in closer
Under black water
I can't let go now
Under black water
We burn like thunder
Under black water
You turn me to gold
If the night breaks open
Let it break on us
If the dark comes calling
We don't back up
I found my way
In the wreck you made
Now the smoke lifts high
And I don't cave
Under black water
Pull me in closer
Under black water
I can't let go now
Under black water
We burn like thunder
Under black water
You turn me to gold
10
They come for the heat
They take it by hand
They feed from the trance
And they leave you the cold
They drink the fire
And call it their own
They count the emers
While I hold the stone
Pull the light out
Pull it away
Take what's burning
If you can stay
I gave them the axis
They carved it with teeth
I kept the center
They kept the grief
It moved through the hours
It slipped through the leak
I learned the exact
Theoreo of the weak
Pull the light out
Pull it away
Take what's burning
Take what you will
But I am the wick
I am the wire
I drink the current
Where you drew the wire
Every hand that reached
Has fed me more
Every stilled, every source
Becomes my roar
You take the flame
I keep the fire
You take the flash
I keep the wire
Circle the light
Round and around
The fuel is the fuel
And I hold the pound
11
One mirror
Two of me
The face they frame
The face I keep
They raise the marble
I hold the hand
One on the pedestal
One in the crowd
Two of me
Two of me
Yeah I hold both
Two of me
Two of me
Don't make me choose
Two of me
Two of me
Every mirror's two of me
Two of me
Two of me
Both of me real
They count the wins
I count the cracks
They draw the portrait
I wear the torn
Two of me
Two of me
Yeah I hold both
Two of me
Two of me
Don't make me choose
Two of me
Two of me
Every mirror's two of me
Two of me
Two of me
Both of me real
One holds the crown
One holds the hurt
Both of them —
Mine
Same ground
Same ground
We all carry two of us
Two of me
Two of me
Don't make me choose
(Don't make me choose)
Two of me
Two of me
Every mirror's two of me
Every mirror
Two of me
Two of me
Same ground
One mirror
Two of me
And both are real
12
Watching the watch
Watch me
Watching the watch
Watch me
The hand
It keeps my days
It holds
The same green frame
It measures
What I spent
Doesn't know
Where the time went
WAtching the watch
Watch me
Forgetting the time
Time used to be
WAtching the watch
Watch me
Hold on
To what's forgetting me
I give it the years
It gives them away
All that I built
Now a memory
The wheel
It still turns
But it's ticking
To no place
WAtching the watch
Watch me
Forgetting the time
Time used to be
WAtching the watch
Watch me
Hold on
To what's forgetting me
The measure of all
The circle I kept
Is watching me watch
While the time left
Loose the hand
Let the hours go
The watch I carry
Is letting it go
Watching the watch
Watch me
Watching
Watch
Me